Yesterday afternoon at 4 pm I stepped into a room that had a sense of authority. Before getting into the room I had to collect my thoughts, calm my nerves, and not try to lose the nutrition I had partaken of 45 minutes earlier. So much for the food. Before I was able to begin to climb the stairs of my fate, I swiftly exited out the back/side door of the gym and fertilized the grass with my nutrition from just a bit earlier. Yes people I threw up. Jeez. Anyway, I collected my self enough to begin my climb up the stairs. It wasn’t hard just as long as I kept my eyes on the finish and told myself, “you can do it Tongg!” And I did, I made it. Too bad that wasn’t all I had to do.
I continued my journey at the top of the stairs through a door and down a long dark and dingy hall way. (okay maybe it wasn’t so dark or dingy but it helps in the ohh and ahh.) Till I got to the place. It was filed with tables and chairs and the chair of the Kinesiology Department. AHHHHHHHH, it was the time and the place. Everyman for themselves, because it wasn’t a group test. This was going to be a three hour battle between me and my brain. It is a time where I ask my brain, “Brain, could you please think back to the classes that I took this past year and allow me to access the knowledge that was given to me by my amazing professors?” of course my brain replied, “what knowledge, what classes, you are smoking some serious stuff Tongg, there is nothing of that sort up in here.” Then the battle begun between me and my brain.
I have to tell you it was an amazing battle. waves were caught, moves were made, and best of all no one died. YET!
Well I have to say COMP’s are an experience I hope to never have to do again. Three hours stomach twisting and nerve collecting to answer questions on material that I have been learning. I wish that there was a way to sell this feeling to people in which wll help them to build a tolerance and be able to relax in situations like these. On the other hand this experience would not have been the same with out it.
Thank you to all who were praying for me during this time. I am still alive, so far and hope to be for a long time. I just got married three months ago and I want to enjoy the beauty and love that God ahas blessed me with for a long long long long long long long time. Well unless God comes back before then.
Love you all, have a blessed night.











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